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Saturday, April 30, 2005
盼望快乐假期!
Today gave IT training to some of my colleague and the session runs well, no vomid blood incident! Haha... half day at work so gonna balik sharp at 1 and go shopping with a relative of mine at Tesco..to hunt for Leslie DVD! Actually should be going high tea with leslie fan gang but I have mistaken that as last week and told them I already have a gathering session... Malu nak join now! Hahaha.. Sorry guys if you read this! Lolz, anyway as monday a holiday so I'll see you guys on Tuesday... Till then I blog again!
Found this in a Lesliw forum.. so cute..haha
张国荣:「我个样有无大个到?」
陈百强:「系大左少少,不过都系欠成熟感D!」
张国荣:「饱死,你成熟?」
陈百强:「我大个你呀?」
张国荣:「大鬼大码,咪同我一样咁细路气!」
Oh Since few days wouldn't be blogging.. so here is a long article on Leslie for your reading pleasure!
张国荣:传奇的回响--<1.2新商报>
作者:的灰
2004年过去了。与一位香港朋友聊天,他惆怅地说:“二十年来,这是第一个没有了哥哥的年头……”
香港人称张国荣为“哥哥”,男女老幼,远近尊卑,都这么亲热地叫他。直到2001年,这位“哥哥”仍然活跃在公众视线里,新拍的两部电影被三次提名影帝,唱片一出街就冲上销量榜榜首,演唱会大受欢迎,全球巡回四十三场,还以四十四岁高龄当选为“最流行男歌手”与“十大演艺红人”冠军。这个人的活力仿佛无穷无尽,二十年来他一直冲在潮流最尖端,银幕角色各各相异,舞台形象变化万千,几乎所有的演出都被誉为“视听盛宴”,每一次新的奉献都能带来新的感动和惊喜。
生活中有没有他,是能明显地感觉到不同的。香港人早已习惯了在娱乐版头条看到他的名字,看到他的新歌新电影,新的行踪报道。与舞台上的前卫风格不同,生活中的他,踏实,友善,活泼,明朗,总是那样镇定地面对一切:出道八年不红的煎熬,走红后残酷的争霸战,性取向带来的肆意攻击,狗仔队的颠倒是非……从来不曾让他消沉半分。
他说:“任何人都不可以逼走我。”“谁在意那些?我早已见惯!”“我得到的比失去的更加多。”他出了名地爱交朋友,爱开玩笑,活得自在而认真,张学友评价说:“哥哥是一个敢爱而勇于承认,敢言而不失分寸,对长辈尊敬、对后辈提携、对爱情专一、对工作专业、对生活认真、对家庭负责、为朋友竭尽所能、心地善良、无论开工、约会,从不迟到的人。他是我的做人指标。”媒体说他完美得已经不像真人,“人未辞世就已经位列仙班!”
猝不及防地,他以一个极其惨烈而突兀的方式辞世了。遗书中第一个词写道:“Depression。”许多媒体翻译成“沮丧”“消沉”“郁闷”,由此引发了一连串的猜测……实际上,那些词应该是“Depressed”,而“Depression”在英文词典中的第一个释义,就是——“抑郁症”。
他从来没有讲过,原来他患上这个致命的病症已经有一年时间了。失眠,噩梦,胃液倒流,幻视幻听,情绪无法控制,整日感觉自己的筋肉被一点点撕裂开来……他在这最后的一年里已经很难继续工作,但是仍然坚持着写歌,录唱片,筹备自己导演的电影;同时忍着病痛做了很多帮助别人的事情:为朋友庆祝生日,为金像奖颁奖,为香港大学义务讲课,为梅艳芳演唱会献唱,为刘嘉玲受辱事件声援,为杨紫琼新片捧场,为慈善活动捐款,为癌症基金呼吁,为护苗基金担任大使,为百事慈善晚会担任嘉宾……最后两个月中,他专程到北京看望了十年前合拍《霸王别姬》的伙伴们,一个个地请吃饭;他推辞了所有的片约,告诉自己的老朋友尽快收购自己旧歌的版权;他问了家中佣人的银行账号,悄悄地存入了数倍的薪水;他对自己的经理人说:“如果哪一天我不在了,你要代我好好地照顾唐先生。”……
早已预知黑暗的到来,然而一切不可抗拒。他在遗书中感谢了许多人,最后一句说:“一生未做坏事,为何这样。”
生命无常。无论是亿万富豪,璀璨明星,还是落魄贫民,无名小辈,或者平凡如你我,每一日按部就班经营普通生活的人们,都有自己的幸福,自己的快乐,也都要面对自己的难题。一生绚丽如张国荣,在镜头之外,舞台之下,也只是一个普通人,他有自己的烦恼,自己的苦痛,自己的悲哀,自己的绝望,他没有权利逃脱生老病死,他那样爱惜羽毛,享受生命,同样都会患上难以治愈的重症……世界之大,有什么是你能永远拥有?
我的香港朋友发来一张照片,是圣诞前夕的香港星光大道,道旁的圣诞树上挂满了贺卡,一排排都是送给张国荣的。“以后的二十年,我们也仍然都会记得他。”朋友说。这一点我毫不怀疑。一个传奇的真正价值不仅仅在于绚烂的星光,更在于他带给人们的震撼与感悟,他的生命回响将永无止息,让更多的人们懂得尊重他人的选择,珍惜自己的幸福,爱护身边的所有,怀着宁静、感恩的心来看待世界。
Friday, April 29, 2005
Thank you Mandy dear!
Thank you my dear!
You are such a darling! really love what you did for Leslie and me!
Was really surprise when i open up my blog and saw it! Was feeling very sleepy this morning but now i feel FRESH like a tiger!!! hahaha! Nothing much happen today just that this morning luck was with me, I reached office at 8.50 and found parking space left so the bad me decided to do double parking to avoid parking at the back of the office (far away and a little quiet there..) as i was trying to get the car in the best position so that it wouldn't block the road in any way, someone got up to his car, drove away and left an empty space for me! Yay!!!
First Banner
Okay…where to start? Erm…he has a lot of good friends so I decided to put them at one side and Leslie’s handsome pictures at another side. For first design, simple one will do. While doing his banner, I save some copies to allow me compare which one is better and guess what, I’m singing his song automatically throughout development. In addition, I feel sad to loose him too even I’m not his fan.
Approximately three month I’m being contributor of this site and read his news uploaded by Linx. From here, I get to know him more and clarify some of my doubts about him too. Okay la…stop blahing here. Hope you guys like my simple banner.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
His Words...
Watched Leslie's 85 concert yesterday night. Looking back its really amazing that his face doesn't change much... was very touched and teary when i heard him said this to his fans "你们的欢呼声,喝彩声,掌声,将会成为我以后永恒的回忆" That bring me to remember him saying this in his yet another spectacular concert 89 "我会永远的记住你们给我的这些掌声“....the sad part was him saying "虽然我今天没有演唱不过我都会好好的享受一下你们的这些掌声!" during his last seen stepping up the stage of being the First Pepsi 代言人 (Asia) at the Pepsi Event 2003 March... Sigh... Found myself weeping away recalling how his fans clapping and calling his name when his funeral car drove out On April 2003..They know he loves claps...
Life is just so unpredictable, so short......
A friend of mine is going off to Singapore today and I wish him safe journey! Nothing much to blog about today except some mixed feelings of yesterday...
后语:Though a person might looks as though as he is very strong and happy, it might not be what you are seeing. Spare some time to show love and care to your frineds and the people dear to you before its too late..
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Finally the form is READY!
Just managed to filled up my research proposal form and getting ready to email it to the MBA center..Phew.. now can relax a bit.. really tension ler these few days as the mind keep thinkng of a suitable tittle. Work load today is as usual, ppl at work still the same "slow and take things for granted" attitude.. Sigh.. wonder when I could be spared from supporting work?
Saw this in a forum and found it really cute, granny also love Ah Weng! Hahaha..
Taken from leslietong.com
今天放学回家,奶奶将写有哥哥消息的报纸递给我,无意中他说今天为了哥哥和别人吵架了,我觉得很好奇就问他经过~!
其实在我们园子里有一个80多岁的老婆婆,我和她关系很好,她很爱看报纸的,有哥哥的内容她都会叫奶奶给我带回家,今天那个老婆婆在给报纸给奶奶的时候就读哥哥的新闻给她听,结果奶奶的一个麻友就说了哥哥的坏话,结果奶奶居然毫不留情的对那人说:“你不尊重张国荣不代表所有的人都不尊重他,你不喜欢他有的是人喜欢他,请你不要说他的坏话~!”
奶奶的这一举动让我觉得很感动,她很尊重哥哥的,而且最近我发现她很关注哥哥的,她把我买的采访哥哥的碟子放来看,我说你听不懂的吧,她说:“听不懂就不听嘛,我看张国荣”~!
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
一切仿佛還是昨天
Was a little irritated by a colleague just now while teaching her how to do scanning and converting to JPEG.. feel like vomitting blood..... Sigh.. I guess not everyone is as smart as me eh ^ - ^ Lolz.... Talking about smart and all, I am really not a very smart person.. currently am cracking my head to come up with a good topic to do my MBA research... Dono what to do....
A cute young Leslie..ehehehe..
黃霑:一切仿佛還是昨天
2004年04月02日10:29 南方都市報
一切仿佛還是昨天,但實實在在,張國榮已經离開了整整一年。
電視上仍然常常見到他的舞姿和身影,听到他的悅耳歌聲。連和他完全扯不上任何關系的話劇演出都無端白事(毫無理由)地用他的《當年情》作配樂襯托。
一想起他,心中就浮出那張眉目如畫、似笑非笑的俊臉來,他的漂亮令人忍不住贊嘆,真是造物杰作。
他的好友兼經理人陳淑芬為紀念張國榮逝世一周年,破天荒填了首歌詞《煙花燙》,內容說他一生璀燦,有若漫天的精彩煙花,美麗的顏色燙人心怀,而熾熱之中,又燙得人痛。
他是個好玩的人,和他一起開心快樂。每年他的生日,他都選最有品位的酒店,點最好吃的菜,和好友歡度。而最后,他都會唱,一首首歌起勁地唱,只為了令愛他的朋友盡歡……
他其實是個長不大的男孩,率性而為,心口如一。在娛樂圈這些年,本來已看盡人間百態,卻始終保持童心不失,難得至极。
初出道的時候,他經歷過不少教人難堪的白眼,有次,他在港島的一個小場獻唱,唱得賣力,把頭上的小帽拋下觀眾席,台下竟不領情,把小帽拋回台上。這事令他傷心得不得了,多年后談起仍然話帶苦澀。
所以,他的成功,是熬出來的,得來非易。誰知道,在一切美好環繞身畔的時候,他又居然完全不想要了……
Monday, April 25, 2005
Song of the Week
Song of the week - Big Heat by none other than Leslie again, take note he composed this song....
大热
曲:张国荣 词:林夕 编:唐奕聪
我扑向你 似扑向了悬崖 我要抱你
要抱到你腐坏 若未领会 铭心刻骨怎了解
爱这世界 那够爱你伟大 吻过了你
会使我更自大 愿望实现 地广天高都瓦解
凭着发肤之躯 爱火中烧 足够将破坏力炫耀
谁在煽风点火 我的高烧 铁石亦会被融掉
大热 像赤道 重叠 命运 注定若离别
世界 快将有 浩劫 殒石最终 碰撞 磨灭
大热 越爱越 狂热 妒忌 像火焰 强烈
血气 铸出钢铁 地球大战怎比爱轰烈
Can't really believe he has never taken a proper music class before eh? (learn to compose songs)
Today's Lunch
As yesterday went our for dinner so din't have any rice to makan this afternoon.. To avoid going out of the office to cari makan, I have brought this instant doodle instead..I think it is made in Taiwan and it is bigger compare to the normal Maggi Mee..Price wise also a little higher - RM 1.50 per pack!
Saturday was fun as I went makan lunch with some colleague of mine in Old Klang Road.. Though the dishes are rather expensive... but we did have some fun chatting and trying out new dishes.. After that proceed to sing Karaoke at Neways Time Square till 6.30 p.m. The day didn't end there as I have to rush back to celebrate my uncle's birthday.. haha... Though tired but enjoyable.. didn't sing any Leslie song though as it is just too difficult for me (female singing a guy's song..)
Saturday, April 23, 2005
IT Department Clean up
Today its Saturday and the manager of mine has nothing to do and felt his body itchy thus asked us to help him to clear up the IT store room.. Just look at the picture.. see all the boxes? There are dozen of them outside the door... He took them out to free the space in the room in order to put in the spare equipment wor... Wonder where he want to put all these boxes eh?
Friday, April 22, 2005
Furniture Hunting
Woke up around 8.30 a.m in the morning and went out with family to check out de new house condition and settle all da renovation stuff with a contractor (anyone knows any good and trust worthy contractor?)... After that went for makan in Summit, there is this lovely vege store in the complex where they serve delicious Bak Kut Teh Mee, though a little expensive but the food taste great. One day must bring Mandy there to makan ya :D yum yum yum!
At around 12.30 we went to do furniture hunting, there is this big furniture mall behind Summit where they sells lots of nice and cheap furniture! Bought a bed and a mattress that cost a total of RM300 only! Hahaha... goodie goodie.. (best choice for a kedukut me yahahahah!) Oh, if you are interested in buying nice bed sofa try the furniture mall at Seksyen 17, I think the name is call Euro Plaza or something.. anyway, the sofa set cost only RM478, saw another set which looks better and more comfortable but that one cost around 800++! As budget is tight so we just took the 400++ one.
Reached home around 4.30 p.m. and leg pain like hell...
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
头痛阿!
As a I was happily watching TV last night, suddenly recalled that I have not submit my income tax for the year 2004 yet thus immediately took out the form and all the Insurance premium statement and book receipt for rebate... For the benefit of those who have not submit your income tax, visit their official website for further details..Oh yeah, no point downloading the form as it is not valid, you need to obtain the form from any of the branch office and fill up the form. If you are doing it for the first time, after you have submited the form the respective body will send u a statement..
Headache...
A friend of mine who is also a Leslie fantold me a good news as she have ordered the book 張的電影世界 1978-1991 for me! Thank you very much, really appreciate for the help. Can't wait to read it!
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
快乐。
今天很兴奋啊!
Got my incentive for the year 2000-2004!!! Happy happy happy!
Now i can clear my debts! Horray!!
Watched Moonlight Express yesterday, Leslie looked so man there :P
转帖]王書麒眼中的哥哥
摘自「王書麒小時候血淚史」page 66 - 68
(出版日期:2003年9月)
在麗的工作了三年,跟其他工作人員或是藝員都只是泛泛之交。唯一讓我敬佩尊重的前輩演員只有一位---哥哥張國榮。
我跟哥哥緣自麗的電視劇【浣花洗劍錄】。那時候的哥哥,雖未至於後來的大紅大紫,但憑著一副俊俏的臉孔和出色的演技,已經贏得不少女影迷愛戴了。
「嘩,Leslie!」即使每次戶外拍攝都取景於偏僻的郊外地方,仍有不少痴情影迷守候,甚至比我們還要早到,目的只為見哥哥一面。
哥哥的工作態度認真,對工作人員也相當友善。對於我這麼一個小小演員,不但沒有輕視,更加對我照顧有嘉!
最深刻的還數他的好客和藹。那時候的哥哥住在廣播道,正正對著麗的電視。某次拍完外景等廠景,我倆都累得要死。
哥哥的家又在附近,而我卻要長途跋涉才能回家休息。眼見我累得只利剩半條人命,哥哥便熱情的邀我到他家歇歇。
沖過暖水澡,抹走渾身疲憊後,我精神抖擻了一半。步出澡室,迎接我的不是甚麼,而是一碗熱騰騰的湯麵!
「書麒,我想你肚子也餓扁了吧?吃碗湯麵吧!」哥哥笑著說:「這只是碗平常不過的即食麵,但是由我親自泡製的喔!」
接過湯麵,心裡頓時感到很溫暖。這是我自從拍完【小時候】,第一次在演藝圈裡感受到一絲感情。麗的電視不比港台的溫暖親切,工作人員的關係可以用冷漠來形容。料不到再讓我尋回溫馨感覺的,居然就是哥哥!
就算後來他在樂壇上獨佔鰲頭,待我的態度也始終如一,沒有半點驕傲,更沒有任何大明星的臭架子!對於歌迷們,他千依百順。對於我這位舊相識,他也從未忘掉。
有次,要替電影【為你鍾情】出外景,到元朗博愛醫院拍攝。哥哥橫豎也要到現場,便好心的當起我的「柴可夫司機」來。我在尖沙咀麗晶酒店的大堂等候他,待愛美的他剪完髮修完甲後再一起出發。
「讓你久等了,不好意思!」還是一貫的溫文儒雅。
「不打緊!」我馬上就坐上哥哥的Benz跑車上,然後按下「播放」鍵。
「從前如不羈的風不愛生根 我說我最害怕誓盟
若為我痴心便定會傷心 我永是個暫時情人
曾揚言不羈的心只愛找開心 快慰過了便再獨行…..」
那是【不羈的風】的Demo聲帶。輕快的節奏,伴著哥哥親自演繹的雄渾歌聲,我忘形地拍著大腿,不自控的擺動起來。
我是個熱愛音樂的人,節奏感強,尤愛Dance Music。平時嗜好是跟唱片騎師學習播碟,又愛跟吳君如等好友去Disco。要討好我這個半專業人士,殊不容易。但哥哥這首新歌,的確讓我聽出耳油,可想而知這首歌是如何厲害?
「很精彩啊!」我由衷的讚嘆著,還說這首砍必能流行!哥哥知道我出於真心,不是為著奉承他而讚美,也滿意的笑了起來。
在我的心目中,哥哥是個明星的典範!不但聲色藝俱全,演戲唱歌無一不精,更難得的是從沒半點氣焰,無時無刻都以禮待人。這樣,才是真真正正的天王巨星!
Monday, April 18, 2005
春夏秋冬
Song of the Week 春夏秋冬! Lovely song!!
Attended a close friend wedding on Saturday, really happy for her that she has found her life long partner. Went to her house early in the morning to be one of her 姐妹, haha.. She looked so pretty in her wedding gown! Nothing really in mind on how to "Kacau" the Bridegroom just asked him to sing a couple of love song and intended to let him in after receiving the big "利喜". Non of us realise that the feller managed to sneak pass all of the 姐妹 and came in the room laughing loudly showing sign of victory via the toilet door which is joined with the other room!!! Lolz...
Attended the dinner at night, good dinner with many ppl singing and dancing there Lolz.. Happy times!
曲:叶良俊 词:林振强 编:Adrian Chan
秋天该很好 你若尚在场 秋风即使带凉 亦漂亮
深秋中的你填密我梦想 就像落叶飞 轻敲我窗
冬天该很好 你若尚在场 天空多灰 我们亦放亮
一起坐坐谈谈来日动向 漠视外间低温 这样唱
能同途偶遇上 在这星球上 燃亮飘渺人生 我多么够运
无人如你逗留我思潮上 从没再疑问 这个世界好得很
暑天该很好 你若尚在场 火一般的太阳在脸上
烧得肌肤如情 痕极又痒 滴着汗的一双 笑着唱
能同途偶遇在这星球上 是某种缘份 我多么庆幸
如离别 你亦长处心灵上 宁愿有遗憾 亦愿和你远亦近
(独自重温当天吻)
春天该很好 你若尚 在场 春风仿佛爱情在蕴酝
初春中的你 撩动我幻想 就像嫩绿草使春雨香
Friday, April 15, 2005
My pangkor Trip
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I am safely back from my holiday trip!! Hehe.. I am talking as though I am off for an adventurous trip eh? ehehe.. Its fun and quite relaxing. Thought of cycling down town but later changed my mind as the route is rather dangerous, did't want to die there ^#^ Opss!
Sunday:
Visited few "gua" at Ipoh, found myself nearly being burned alive under the hot sun ^x^.
Outside the Ipoh cave, near the main road. Look at us..almost melted! |
Reason why put a night in Ipoh: Vegetarian Food in Ipoh is great and cheap!
The Result: Most vegetarian shop were CLOSED that day! yup CLOSED! Why you may ask? Because Saturday was 初一 (first day of the month in Lunar calendar)!! Duh! But our luck is good, in the end we managed to find one vegetarioan "Fast food" restaurant and eat till our stomack bloated like ballons! ehehehe...
In the Hotel Room Casuarina Me and my mom |
Monday:
Reached Lumut jetti at 1.30 p.m, for ur info the Ferri leaves at 1.45 p.m sharp! We thought we have plenty of time to spare if we leave Ipoh at 11.15 a.m, 65 KM short distance eh? That's what ya think! Think you can drive 100 Kmph and reach there within an hour?? Hohohoho... the speed limit is 60Kmph and the road was packed with crawling lorries!!!!!
Anyway, reached Pangkor resort at around 2.30 and check-in right away! The place is quite big and I was found grumbling all the way to the hotel room! Lolz.. the walk was worth it as the room was BEAUTIFUL! I have booked a suite and my god, its really nice and comfy! We got a two storey suite, with a room on each floor..3 TVs, a VCD player, two toilets, 2 small hall (facing the sea!!!!) and a dinning place!
The lovely beach view at the resort, feel like going for a swim? |
Went swimming later in the evening (Must wait till the sun hides behind the clouds to avoid being burned again :P) Not much ppl there and we can occupied the whole pool, yay! (though there are few "Guai Lo" sitting at the pool bar drinking) ... So the happy me put on my sexy swim suite (:P) grabbed my goggles and head towards the pool. Took a shower and when i was about to put on the goggles, it BROKE! Damn the goggles! Congratulations goggles! you have found the perfect time to break and spoilt my swim! Ceh! So I was found swimming without the stupid goggles... the result? A pair of red eyes and a stiff body! (A little freak out without the goggles as my hair kept blocking my view when I am up for air! ^o^ Got up from the pool and ejoy the breeze on the beach.. Really beautiful scene watching the sun going down.
Our room, the one on the right. Two level Suite! Nice man! |
Now, you may be curious in knowing what I have for dinner? Well, we ordered a really EXPENSIVE set of room service..FRIED RICE with egg(RM25 per plate!) Ooch!!! Mom said the fried rice smell like fish..and put on a disgusted face..lolz.. We later realised it is actually the vege garnishing that smells and throw those away... well..half of the dish gone.. Ooch ooch!!
After the horrid dinner, we went exploring the resort and found the activity room! Ask the receiptionist for 4 pairs of Ping Pong bat and start playing! Gahahaha.. if u were there, u might think we are actually playing badminton! ^-^
Tuesday:
Slept till 9.00 a.m. and went out to the beach for photo taking session! hahaha... actually we kinda failed as the sun is pretty glaring! Too much contrast. (shadow and light onda face, man.. wasted!) Still Manage to take some though.. Saw 2 white guys on the beach enjoying sun bath... One very nice built and the other a little fat and bald! *-* Then they got up and walk towards the sea.. i thought they were gonna swim out the sea full force..with a minute... they just kinda slowly walk out and ahaha.. started to splash water at each other.. (ok ok, yeah they are gay.. from the way they behave)Lolz.. very nice couple..don't be astonished to read this ~ they actually stayed on the beach to have their lovely (horrid and painful for me!) sun bath the whole day! Yup the whole day!
Now, guess what we have for lunch? The lovely "Mee in my Cup!" Yay! Mom is indeed clever to include those else another RM75 gone!
Afternoon activity : Nap (hehe...sleeping my ultimate hobby)
Evening : Swim with joy in the pool! (Yup bought a brand new goggles!)
Night: Eat the fried rice again, there goes the RM25 per plate again.. You darn hotel ppl! Robbed all our money! What da heck.. walk the beach at night in hope to see some blue shining stuff that Liew told me to look out for.. worst luck.. nothing but pitch dark! *y*
Wednesday
Started to pack up and get ready to head back to Ipoh. (mom can't wait to taste same proper food again) Photo session before we leave the lovely Pangkor island..(hehe)
reached Lumut Jetty at 1.00 p.m and dad was trying to reach Ipoh before 2... Sadly he failed once again... and the stupid shop is closed! So back to that Vege fast food store and makan some nice Curry mee.. poor mama she was upset.
Reached Kl at 6.00 p.m, really tired...but fun :)
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Saturday mood
Its Saturday already!
Wanted to post something yesterday but gave up as the Internet connection is such a bummer! Completed and done (For the time being only, more to come real soon ^o^) with the forever disturbing assignment and is able to relax and look forward for tomorrow's trip! Muahahahah!!!
Kinda noticed that life is pretty short and unpredictable, there are lots of things either bad or good that might happen in our life time. Sometimes forgive and forget would help u to live happier. Personally I think everything has its way, if you feel that you are down and hurt bad do give yourself a chance to pick yourself up again. You'll then realised its not that bad after all.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Holiday...
Since earth quake in Sumatra is still on going am kinda worried if it is safe to proceed to go for the holiday at Pangkor this weekend? Not to say that Pangkor is not a safe place just that.. Dissaster would just hit without warning.. But I have booked the rooms altready, takan cancel it right? I don't know, am really eager in having the holiday but the other hand just can't stop worrying!
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Monday, April 04, 2005
Yesterday..
Haha.. skipped half day at Uni again...
Yesterday night was feeling kinda bored thus thought of a close friend and later found myself sms'ing the friend. We chat casually and at one point we hit on the topic of friendship, and I was deep down disspointed in what she have to say. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I really feel the pinch. I always tell myself, help whenever you can and care for others without hoping for a return. The feeling of realising that this friend who you always think of as a good friend turn out to be such a stranger and know nothing about you just kinda squashed my heart flat! Nothing to be sad of though..at least i know who is friend and who is not.