让人哭红双眼的哥哥

一个娱记眼中的明星们【2005年11月28日 江淮晨报】

张国荣——让人哭红双眼的哥哥
张国荣很细心，关心起人来恰如春雨，润物细无声。
第一次见面是在上世纪90年代末期，我年纪还很小，入行没多久。某次慈善酒会，看到张国荣也在，想跟他聊聊《霸王别姬》。但他一个人远离人群，而我初出茅庐，不敢贸然打扰，只轻轻走到他附近，保持一定的距离。

张真的非常细心，他居然主动跟我说话：“窗口极冷，留心冻着。”
我用很蹩脚的广东话胡乱说了点什么。张说：你看上去不像记者。我递过名片，他双手接过，仔细地看了一阵子，然后打量了我一番：“你无需这么紧张，你看上去很漂亮。”似乎怕我不相信，他还用力冲我点了下头。

当时真是开心坏了，广东话越说越滥，张用国语说“不紧要，就讲国语好了”。
我说抱歉。他说，国语很好听，只要能表达出意思，说什么都一样，不紧要的，不紧要的。他那天说的最多的就是不紧要这三个字。没有一点架子，还生怕会吓到我似的，他自然而平和。

他自杀的消息传来，我呆坐了一整天。他真的非常善良，很喜欢帮助人，从不让人难堪……张国荣是我心里的一块伤疤。只要我还从事这个行业，我就不敢去揭这个伤疤。

A Star, in the eyes of an entertainment news reporter. (2005 Nov 28 Jiang Zhun Press)

Leslie Cheung A person who caused our eyes red from crying

Leslie is a person with sense and sensibility, his care and concern is like the rain of the spring, soft, gentle and silent.

First met him was during the late 90s, just started work and I was pretty young then. One day in some charity ball I saw Leslie was there too thus wanted to have a chat with him regarding “Farewell my concubine”. But he was alone and far from the crowd, I was a newbie in the industry and didn’t have the guts to interrupt so I stayed near keeping a constant distant from him.

Leslie was really a gentleman, he actually took the initiative to talk to me

”The window area is extremely cold, watch out else you’ll catch a cold.”

I spoke some really bad Cantonese and Leslie replied: “You don’t look like a reporter.” I handed him my card, and he received it with both hands. Took a good look at me and said: “You don’t have to be so nervous, you look quite pretty.” He nodded his head hard to convince me.

I was trilled, and as I spoke my Cantonese got even broken. Leslie then spoke to me in mandarin. “ It’s alright, lets speak in Mandarin”

I apologized. Leslie said Mandarin sounds very good, as long as the meaning can be expressed any language used is the same, it’s alright, it’s alright. That day he mentioned the word “It’s alright” the most. Not a little superstar attitude, Leslie was even worried that he is making me nervous. He is natural and kind.

When I heard of his suicidal news, I sat there all day, stunned. He was really a kind person, he always loves to help others, never a time being mean … Leslie Cheung is like a scar in my heart, as long as I am still in this career, I wouldn’t dare to meddle it.

Source : Lesliethong.com
Translation text : Linx